Tuesday, October 2, 2007

Things of mine to see:

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School Sucks. That's all I have to say. School is really getting on me now. In English, we have essays and reading due tomorrow. 50 pages worth of reading. Then there's Algebra...

English is my least favorite class. Lets put it this way: I suck at the class. I can write, I can read, I have a rather extensive vocabulary, I can write proper English most of the time, but I can't for the life of me find symbolism, allusions, and that sort of thing. I can't write a character analysis to save my life. And reading.... I READ PAINFULLY SLOW and I get NOTHING out of it when I'm forced to do it, and there simply isn't enough time in my day to do this assignment. That's all there is to it. I wonder if those teachers realized how much they made me hate reading when I was young, and how much they are reinforcing it now.

Algebra isn't too bad. I get what we're doing, and it's pretty much all review. The problem is that there's too much work for how much other sh...stuff... that I have to do for other teachers. Systems of inequalities are not thirty second problems, not for me anyways.

(In case you haven't noticed, I'm complaining only about the classes that I have problems with.)

Java drives me crazy because we just started actually using input in the programs. The first few weeks we were just printing stuff out. But now we're kept overly busy, and I have nearly no time to make my programs sparkle with extras like I'd want to do.

I had homework in my networking class, and I can't do it because I have homework in English and Algebra still! GRR!!

Chemistry is getting easier, but I still think I'm in over my head. I'm just not smart enough for that class.

Psychology is TOO DAMN EASY. Pretty much all I have to do is show up and I get a 100%. For once I'm annoyed by how easy it is.

Spanish is STUPID right now. We've been watching a movie. I don't even know what movie, because I haven't been paying any attention to it. I've been writing. I need my release, and I can't get it here, so I have to do it at school.

That's seven, isn't it? That means I have a problem with every class I'm taking....

And another complaint about school: I'm afraid to think about taking Creative Writing. I'm afraid that what happened to me and reading will happen with writing, and then what will I have? I'm no musician, no artist, nothing. What would I be without writing?

Now my job. I ABSOLUTELY HATE IT. I want to quit the stupid $30 a month paper route and get a real job. Like Target. I won't quit the paper route until I have another job lined up, and I don't yet. But I can't wait until I do. I'm sick and tired of my boss. Make that my bosses. I've had this job so long that I've had three different bosses as each progressed up in their careers. Sam, Rick, and now Jennifer. Crazyness.

Well, I should go read, but I've been so fu...crazy tired that I can't even think about that stupid book. (Scarlet Letter - Nathaniel Hawthorne) I just want to sleep now so maybe I can focus tomorrow. I'm very tempted to use SparkNotes on the chapters I haven't read yet.

Lastly, before I go, I apologize. All of this ranting is because I hurt my foot and I've been pissed off the past few days. I don't get barely any time to myself anymore. I've started to go to the next level of insanity. It sucks.

Well, perhaps I'll post again sooner rather than later.
*howls*

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